PERSONAL #14: EMPTINESS
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Now I understand how's Jonghyun felt.
Being depressed, anxious, panic, scared, so suddenly, or even slowly, it doesn't feel good, at all.
Seeking for help should be a solution.
Maybe, it's not because he doesn't seek help, he seeks but no one is there.
Or he doesn't know who will be there to help.
Maybe he has but by the time he needs help, he can't reach his friend.
It's not like I can't seek God for help, but some reason we need people. To be there... To listen... Or just to fill our emptiness.
And also, it's not easy to tell people "I feel empty" because he or she also don't know what they should do or how to fill it.
Maybe, just maybe... It was like that.
Your heart suddenly starts racing before you go to sleep or when you open your eyes, or just suddenly it happens. It's not easy, at all.
And I wish that someday, I can have someone to feel the emptiness, anytime.
Nina
March 25, 2018
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